I run for...productivity.

Do I lose weight from one run? No. Is that my goal? No. Do I drop a pants size from one run? No. Is that my goal? No. When I talk about running and training, I think a lot of people think of the physical challenges and balk at it. Yes, it's difficult. Yes, running is a lot about physicality. Do I become stronger with each run? Yes, I believe so. Do I add miles to my bank for endurance? Yes. But obviously I run for more reasons that just the physical ones. I've cataloged a lot of those reasons on this blog, some vague and some very specific, such as weather, my sanity, the feeling, freedom, hope, etc. But today's blog post is about the lesser considered benefits of running. I've entitled the blog post productivity because of all the things I am able to accomplish when running.

I've now been on this running journey for almost 7 years and I get a lot of feedback from people about "time" I spend on running, the implied "time" I could be spending time with my family or cleaning house or working or [insert something more acceptable than running here]. My argument is always going to be that running allows me the extra "time" to devote to those things because I am operating at my best because...I'm a runner. I'm healthier, less stressed, happier, and more confident, to name a few. If I didn't run, I'm certain that many areas of my life would be neglected. This brings me to productivity. As a way to illustrate this, I'm going to list all of the things I was able to accomplish on my 9 mile run this morning.

1. I listened to 2 podcasts - one about current events/news and one about self-improvement/leadership
2. I came up with a new book idea and even "wrote" the first line.
3. I came up for the idea for this blog post
4. I ran through the cemetery and visited my uncle Marty. I drew inspiration from a conversation I had with him right before my first marathon.
5. I processed through the events of the last week and thought ahead to next week's agenda.
6. I "wrote" an important email in my head.
7. I created my to-do list for the day.
8. I got some much needed sunshine and time in nature.
9. As an introvert, I got some much needed time to myself to recharge.
10. I listened to my 50 mile playlist, creating a mental connection from today's run to what will eventually be race day.
11. I encountered 8 different people out running or biking in my community and I was able to connect with them by smiling and saying good morning.

Sure, some of these things could have also happened had I not ran but it would have been less likely. For one, I got up at 5:45 am and had all of this accomplished by 8:30 am. If I didn't get up to run, I would have slept at least another 2 hours. I also would have likely spent my time with a mind numbing activity like watching TV or surfing the internet. You see, running is my brain fuel, making all the above possible during the course of a 9 mile run. Running is good for the brain! This is scientifically proven. Many studies have shown that running (and physical exercise in general) increases the generation of neurons and blood vessels which aid in learning and memory. Running also benefits your sleep - you fall asleep quicker and sleep longer, and running boosts the immune system making you more resilient to common illnesses. Ain't nobody got time for that!! I don't know about you but when I have trouble sleeping and I'm sick, my productivity goes way down. Just more proof that running is good for productivity.

This blog is for all of you out there. If "time" is a frequent excuse for why you don't or can't run, please consider what I've told you. I used to be there too. When I first started 7 years ago, my commitment to running was 1x a week for 1 hour or less. That's all I felt like I had "time" for. When I'm in the peak of my training, I'm running 5 to 6 days a weeks for hours at a time. Running is a much better use of my time than anything else I could be doing. I've also learned that you make time for what matters. Running is a top priority in my life for all the reasons why I run. It could be that way for you too. Get started and reap the benefits of having a more productive lifestyle.

I run for...a happy new year!

This view at the top of Table Rock cannot be beat!

New year, new blog post!! I have lots to catch up on. My last blog post chronicled my experience at the Table Rock Ultra 50K. It's 4 months later and I feel like I'm still reveling in the awesomeness of that day. I think it's a positive sign that it's stuck with me this long. I am definitely using it as fuel for my 2018 goals. More on those later.

Such a happy day! Completing my first 50K!

After the Table Rock Ultra 50K, I had the super strong desire to get to that next step. Because I finished relatively unscathed, I wanted to capitalize on all my training to spring board into my first 50 mile race. There just so happened to be one right in my back yard...the Tunnel Hill 50/100 on November 11, 2017. So I had 5 weeks to get in some extra back to back runs if I really wanted to go for it. I gave myself a one week break and I completed 26 miles (7 & 19 miles respectively) the very next weekend. It seemed like it was going to be possible but then I changed my mind. The crazy part is that I changed my mind because I felt like it would be too easy. Lol. I've come to the conclusion that I crave elevation change in a race. In my opinion it keeps it interesting and it is definitely more challenging.

Once I opted out of doing the 50 miler, I began focusing my energy on completing our local Trick or Trot 5K sponsored by the agency for which I work. I do this race every year as a final cap on my racing season so it's more for fun than anything else, just an opportunity where I can dress up in costume and hang out with family, clients and coworkers. To my surprise this year, I won first in my age group and for best costume! That was an added bonus to an already amazing year for my "Year of the Comeback".

First in my age group and for best costume!

I took somewhat of a "break" over the holiday season but researching the whole time as to what was coming next and keeping my mileage up in case of a spontaneous decision to run a race. Sometime in December I finally decided what I wanted to do. Without further ado here are my goals for 2018:

1. Running streak of at least 100 days

2. Spring Marathon

3. First 50 mile race

Current status:

1. I started my running streak on New Year's Eve with a 7.6 mile run. I have run every day for the last 28 days and still going strong. Total running streak mileage equals 82.4 miles. I've learned so far that there is time in every day for at least one mile if not three or four. It's not that much time out of my day! So my goal is 100 days but I highly anticipate that it will go beyond that. After 100 days, I just can't imagine myself being like "Okay, that was cool. Now I'm done. No run tomorrow." I also recently saw on one of my ultra running Facebook groups that one of my idols (Catra Corbett) has been doing a running streak for over 5 years!! Say what?! This amazing woman had to drop from a 100 mile race because she had the flu but still managed to shuffle for a couple miles to keep her running streak alive. I strive to have that kind of determination. I guess in 5 years we'll see. Lol. :)

2. My decision to do a Spring marathon was kind of just because it made the most sense. For the last 2 years my mom and I have done the 10K on the weekend of the Illinois Marathon in Champaign, IL. Last year we both had a great race. For one, we didn't lose each other like we did the year before. Secondly, we both got PRs! Last year my mom went on to complete her first half marathon and has discovered that just crossing that off a bucket list is not that easy. Lol. So this year for the Illinois Marathon weekend she is going to do the half marathon. I looked at my training schedule and my mileage and I'm practically already trained for the half marathon so I thought I might as well do the full! April 28, 2018 is the date. We are 12 weeks away and training is going exactly to plan. I'm excited to potentially get a PR for the first time at the marathon distance.

3. This is the big one. There are literally hundreds of different 50 mile races I could choose from. I spent hours upon hours researching, planning, crossing off, prioritizing, wondering, dreaming, etc. about which race to choose. And wouldn't you know it that the race I've chosen is not for the faint of heart. It's a challenge for sure! I have finally settled on The Hitchcock Experience 50 mile race on December 8, 2018 in Honey Creek, IA. The race consists of a 12.5 mile loop (4x) with an overall elevation gain of 9856 ft (that's almost double what I did last year in the TRU 50K). The challenge of it is a big reason why I chose this race. Another is the location...I've never done a race in Iowa and I'm trying to expand on the number of states where I've done races. I ultimately would like to do a race in every state. (currently: IL, MO, OH, NC, GA). This race also has a 100 mile race along side it. In my research, I have found that cutoff times for the 50 mile race were more generous when a 100 mile race was going on at the same time. That will be of huge benefit to me, especially in a race that has so much elevation gain! Even though training won't officially start until August, you better believe that everything that I do this year is in preparation for this race. I want to achieve this goal SO bad I can't stand it. Because the truth is....I really want to be doing the 100 miler but I am trying to have patience and go through the proper steps first. Finishing this 50 miler will mean I'm finally ready to make the leap to the 100 miler - a dream that seems elusive now. One day....

There you have it! My goals for 2018. The beginning of a new year also means that I do a lot of reflecting on my running journey as a whole. It helps keep things in perspective for me and I get a lot of inspiration from how far I've come. Here are some of the more interesting things that I've found:

Since November 5, 2011 when I started my running journey, my total mileage equals 3,759.

My initial commitment to myself was to run at least once a week. In the entire 6 years and 2 months since I started, I've ran 282 weeks out of 320.

I ran the most miles in 2014 - 804 miles.

The most amount of miles in a month - August 2016 @ 106.28 miles.
The least amount of miles in a month - February 2017 @ 3.43 miles (chronic sinus infections)
Number of miles in my first month (Nov 2011) - 6 miles
Number of miles in the last month (Jan 2018) - 82 miles (with 4 days to go)
Number of 20+ mile runs - 17 (10 in the last 2 years)

While my running journey is mine, I also seek to inspire others. I'm here to tell you that once you ignite the spark inside of yourself, you'll never know what you can accomplish. I share a lot of my past and my stats because in the beginning I was where so many of you are now. It's not easy but it starts with the simplest of steps/goals. If all you can commit to is once a week (that where I started), then do it! I promise you that after you conquer that, you will be on to the next thing and then before you know it, you'll be running marathons or even ultras. :)

I run for...the mountains

Less than 24 hours before race day. I'm a mix of nerves and excitement. Last year's performance is constantly in the back of my mind. There's an obvious fear that I won't finish the like last year, that the elevation will prove to be too much. On the other side of that fear is knowing that I was able to run 20+ miles of the same course and roughly 4000ft of the total 5700ft of elevation gain. Last year being able to complete the 35K left my dignity in tact so that I could avoid the dreaded DNF and it was definitely the most difficult run I've ever finished in my life. This year I know better. I know the course. I know the climbs. I know when to step on the gas and when to pump on the brakes. I've trained for this.

Elevation Profile - Last year I made it to the 10mi turn around

The 50K course map

My plan going into training this year was to get some more trail experience and do more overall that would make me a better runner. In comparison to last year, I've definitely made an improvement. In addition to the endurance aspect of training, I focused on what would help me with the elevation - trails, stairs, and hill repeats. I also did more core work and cross training this year. Lastly, some jump rope to help with my foot strike and coordination. I don't want another fall like last year! Although, it could have been a lot worse.

24 hours before race day this is what I'm focusing on: hydration, nutrition, and mental training. As far as running goes, I know I've done all that I can do. I've been tapering my mileage for the last 3 weeks so my primary goal has been to be the best me I can be at the starting line. Hydration and nutrition is simple for me. Now that I've transitioned to a LFHC diet like Keto, I'm honestly not as worried about bonking out on the course but I am increasing my salt intake quite a bit. My hydration strategy has pretty much been the same for the last 5 years. I drink to thirst and make sure I alternate between electrolyte drinks and water. It's going to be hot day on race day so although there are plenty of aid stations, I plan on bringing both my hydration belt and my handheld with me on the course.

Mental training part 1: Every year this means something different to me. This year it's more important than ever. I've reviewed last year's race over and over again. I know that in the moment deciding to drop to the 35K was the best decision for me but I cannot shake the feeling that mentally, I could have been better prepared. I big reason for last year's failure had to do with not understanding the course or the elevation and have lofty goals for myself. Once I realized I could not run my 10-11min miles, I immediately got discouraged. This year I'm more realistic. I have three goals: a conservative one, an aggressive one, and one somewhere in the middle of those two.

#1 (conservative) - Pace: 20min/mi     Overall finish time: 10.5 hours   

#2 - Pace: 17min/mi     Overall finish time: about 9 hours    Projected finish time: 3:56pm

#3 (aggressive) - Pace: 15min/mi     Overall finish time: about 8 hours

Mental training part 2: As I'm writing this, I'm currently listening to my Ultra/Mountain playlist.A mix of motivational songs and mountain songs to keep me focused on the task at hand. I don't plan on listening to music on the race course but will listen to it all the way leading up to the race. It will also be ready to go on the course if needed for an extra boost. This year's theme song - Whatever It Takes by Imagine Dragons.

I was born to run, I was born for this

Whip, whip
Run me like a racehorse
Pull me like a ripcord
Break me down and build me up
I wanna be the slip, slip
Word upon your lip, lip
Letter that you rip, rip
Break me down and build me up

Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do whatever it takes
'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains
Whatever it takes
You take me to the top I'm ready for
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do what it takes

Mental training part 3: I've come up with some mental block "busters" to help motivate me during the race. Typically I will come up with a mantra or two each year but this year I've created a whole list. I need all the motivation I can get.

1. One foot in front of the other. 1, 2 (this has a nice cadence to it and I've used it during training runs)

2. I love doing this (sometimes I need convincing)

3. My legs don't hurt 

4. I can breathe. My lungs are open.

5. I did 21 miles of this course last year.

6. I did 4000ft of the 5700ft of elevation gain last year

7. I run for those who can't (and I will keep those individuals in my mind throughout the race)

8. I run in remembrance of those I've lost (and I will think of them individually)

9. Pain is only temporary, the feeling of achievement lasts forever.

10. Keep going.

11. Run happy. Smile.

12. I have completed 4 marathons. I can do this.

13. I can eat whatever I want after this. (Carbs included!!)

14. Giving up is not an option.

15. The time is now.

16. Be fearless

17. You are tougher than you think you are

18. Think - easy, light, smooth & fast (from Born to Run) 

So that's it folks. Nothing left but to conquer that mountain. This has been quite a journey this year. Last year's failure. Being sidelined from running for at least 2 months. Surgery 6.5 months ago. A spring PR at the Illinois Marathon 10K. Signing up for Table Rock 50K again. Training on the trails and through the heat. All to hopefully be able to officially call myself an ultrarunner and on to my first 50 miler or 100 miler. 

Stay tuned for the race report to come in a couple days. Thanks for everyone's support!

I run for...HFLC

HFLC - high fat, low carb diet

As a runner I've become dependent on carbs. I load up on carbs before a long run or race. Carbs are my energy source during my runs. Carbs aid in my recovery post-run or race. This has been ingrained in me for the last 6 years. My journey to switching over to HFLC, specially a Ketogenic diet, has not been easy and will continue to be difficult.

I have many reasons for why I'm switching to HFLC which is why this time it might actually stick. In the past I've used it intermittently, trying to "carb-cycle" while training. I did not have enough self-control for this. My high carb days turned into REALLY high carb days and then it was that much more difficult to get where I needed to be on low carb days. That being said I did have some short term success with it. Speaking of success on HFLC, my husband has shown me that it's possible. Last year he lost over 90lbs in 6 months. Lastly, I have discovered that HFLC is prevalent in the world of ultra running. I've done a lot of research on this diet with regards to running, wondering how in the heck it's even possible. Well once your body becomes fat adapted, it turns out that you are able to tap into fat energy stores that you wouldn't normally on a high carb diet. This allows you to run for longer!! What a concept!

Disclaimer: I am not going to go into big detail on the specifics of HFLC diets or Ketogenic diets. Rather I will be discussing my  journey into switching over and how it's affecting my running.

So I am day 7 into my Ketogenic diet and still going strong. Yesterday was a true test for me. I had a 22 mile long run planned and I was very nervous about how Keto was going to affect my ability to run that far. From my research and following the diets of a couple of my fave ultrarunners (Timothy Olson & Dean Karnazes), I knew it was possible. I developed a game plan and just trusted the process. Well.....let's just say I'm still in the experimental stages. There are definitely things that worked for me but things that did not work either. The 22 miles were completed (!!!) but not without some struggle.

Low Carb Long Run Fuel

I believe my first mistake was not taking in enough calories or fat prior to my run. I foolishly believed that I could be like superhuman, Dean Karnazes, who likes to run a marathon every day before breakfast, and only drink some coffee with coconut oil before going out to run. However, I will say that I started my run with tons of energy and felt great but the lack of calories/fat definitely came back to haunt me in the later miles. For my nutrition on my run, I planned on using only nuts/nut butters. My hydration included Nuun to supplement electrolytes and I also had SaltStick Fastchews on hand for more electrolytes should I need them. So this was quite a change from my normal long run nutrition plan. Instead of taking in 100-150g of carbs (through GU gels), I would only be taking in about 15g net carbs. But this really didn't concern me much. I had run earlier in the week - 2 intense workouts - and running with fat as my fuel felt great. I bonked earlier than usual but as a long distance runner I know how to push through that. My main concern was going to be electrolytes. I had the Nuun and the SaltStick but I was lacking in the additional electrolytes provided by my GU gels and a carb rich diet.

So I started out for 22 miles with nothing but my coconut oil and coffee. The first 9-10 miles felt wonderful. It was a cool morning for July and I had decided to do a true out and back course, not wanting to overload my brain with too many things I needed to remember on an experimental training run. I ran down one of my favorite country roads and immediately got into "the zone". I paused my music and just let the beauty of nature inspire and motivate me. Sometimes I really hate summer running - the heat, the bugs, the corn, but today was the perfect summer day for running. The smell of honeysuckle was SO fragrant and out past the city limits, there were butterflies everywhere! It felt purely magical. I stopped to snap a few pictures before turning around.

Right after I turned around and hit the halfway mark is when things started to go south for me. I felt strangely sleepy. My skin was cold and clammy. I felt nauseous and dizzy. I was almost out of water so I texted my husband to bring me water. I continued to run while I waited for him and kept telling myself that my symptoms were all in my head and that I could push through this. Then as soon as I stopped to refill my water bottle, I did not feel well at all. I felt like I was going to pass out and had to lay down in the car. This feeling would not subside so I came back home to re-evaluate. What was going on?! Did I need carbs? Did I just need more water? More electrolytes? I tried to just listen to my body. I drank some more water with Nuun and ate some strawberries. Then I laid down because I was STILL feeling light-headed and nauseous anytime I was upright. I was cold too so I went outside and laid in the sun. I'm not sure how long I was there but I ended up taking a short nap. When I woke up I felt much better. Time to go back out!! I filled my bottle with more Nuun, ate a pickle for good measure, packed some almonds in my handheld and went out to run the last 10.5 miles of my run.

The last 10.5 miles went off without a hitch. I got back into "the zone" that I was in earlier, soaking up everything around me. The most surprising thing was how good my legs felt! I've read that HFLC is good for inflammation and that must be true because normally at the end of a 20+ mile run my legs would feel crampy and I'd barely be able to keep them moving but not today! I was actually able to move after my run today too. Normally I'd be posted on the couch all day but surprisingly my legs still had energy left in them. Now a day later I have zero soreness whatsoever. I also noticed during my run that a recurring issue in my left foot is no longer there. Typically 2 miles into my runs (like clockwork) the ball of my left foot would start to hurt and my toes would go numb. Most likely the result of something called Morton's neuroma. This would last for several miles and sometimes force me to walk because it was so painful. I had zero issues with this at all on my 22 mile run. Amazing!

Final takeaways from yesterday's run - 1) Eat more calories/fat prior to my run, especially any runs over 10 miles. 2) Increase salt intake EVERY day and take in more electrolytes during the run. Now that I've analyzed yesterday's run and done some research, I'm fairly certain that I became hyponatremic yesterday. This has happened to me one other time, during my marathon in Savannah, and the symptoms are quite similar. Even though I had electrolytes on hand and was mindful to keep taking them, it just wasn't enough. Being that I was only on day 6 of keto, I probably had lost a significant amount of salt. That combined with the fact that I'm a "salty sweater" (I lose more salt in my sweat than most people) probably led to my issues mid-run. I'm looking forward to making some changes and seeing how I do next run. 3) HFLC has also positively influenced my running and with that I'm hopeful that I'll be like superhuman Dean Karnazes in no time!

I run for...my comeback.

We are halfway through 2017 and yet I feel like I'm just at the beginning of my journey to a comeback. In March, when I wrote last, I had just started running post-surgery, training for a 10K and hoping to finish better than I did the year before. Well I did exactly that! I finished my 10K with a PR!! (1:12:01) It was just the spark I needed to remind myself how far I've come, not just since my surgery, but since my entire running journey began 6 years ago. I am stronger than I think I am. Comeback milestone #1 ✅

In my last blog post in March I was also talking about scouting out my next ultra race. Well I have officially signed up again for the Table Rock Ultra 50K. I could not get this race off my mind. Yes, it will be difficult. No, I didn't finish it last year. BUT, I did run 35K of the race. AND, something I realized....the 35K was an elevation gain of 4,000 feet. The 50K elevation gain is 5,700 feet. SO I already completed much of the climb last year. This was a major confidence booster for me and reminded me once again that anything is possible. Comeback milestone #2 ✅

Now that I'm returning to my inaugural ultra attempt, I will have to change some things. I didn't finish last year for a reason. Sometimes it's really hard to nail down one specific reason why a race goes horribly wrong. However, last year I feel pretty confident that I did not get enough training on the trails. Trail running typically equates to elevation gain so last year, while my distance/endurance was exactly where it needed to be, this year I somehow need to get more elevation gain in on my training runs. One way to do that is to continue doing hill repeats (5 x 600m, 7 x 600m, etc.). I've already started doing this is accordance with my training plan and so far it's gone off without a hitch. The next thing that I've heard helps, when you don't have mountains in your backyard, is to run stairs. I'm writing this already 6 weeks into my ultra training and I have yet to do this but my goal is to attempt it at least 1-2x this month. I have to admit I'm not so thrilled about running stairs. (Is anybody?!) And of course, the last thing to help with the elevation gain is to finally get some real, bonafide experience on the trails. I'm happy to report that this is already occurring.  I have 2 runs under my belt on an easy trail close to home. This weekend I have a trail run scheduled with a moderate level of difficulty and the hope is to eventually get some trail experience on the Table Rock Ultra race course before race day.

Trail run!

I love the trails!

Besides working on my elevation/trail experience, I will also focus on doing more to become a better runner in general. I've started doing a few things but I'm constantly on the lookout for opportunities for growth and development. The first thing I'm doing, which is totally new to my training, is jumping rope. I heard in a podcast that this can be helpful to trail runners because it enhances coordination and helps them be more aware of their foot strike, a skill that's especially needed out on the uneven terrain of the trails. Secondly, I'm putting more effort into cross training. Cross training has always been a part of my training programs in the past but I would typically discount its benefit to me because it's not "running". Well now that I'm actually doing it I can attest to its benefits. From what I've noticed it helps me with strength, endurance, recovery and boredom. It's not subtracting from my running like I thought it would AND I'm enjoying it. I ride my bike, dance, do yoga, walk, swim and would be in favor of trying other things as well. Along with cross training, core workouts have also been a neglected part of my training in the past. This year I've been sticking to it and doing even more than what's required. My training plan incorporates core workouts onto the end of training runs 2x a week. These are typically short 10-15 minute core workouts. In addition to that I'm doing 2-3 longer core workouts as part of my cross training or weekend runs. Core strength will help me become a better runner too through stability, coordination, and endurance.

Another positive step towards my comeback is that I just completed my first 20 mile training run a week ahead of  schedule. Even 6 years into this marathon/ultra training journey, I am still amazed at the ability to push myself beyond what I thought was possible. Even knowing that I've done it before....it still feels like an impossible feat once I get out there. This is the mental part of training that most people don't realize. Running 20 miles and beyond is a constant battle between telling yourself you can't and convincing yourself you can. Then when it's all said and done you really feel like you can do anything. Next up for me is 22 miles. Just 10.5 weeks stand between me and my second attempt at the Table Rock Ultra 50K. This is my mountain, literally and metaphorically, and I will do whatever it takes to conquer it for my final milestone in the year of the comeback.

I run for...mental toughness.

Race day is 6 days away and pre-race anxiety is definitely setting in. I can't really run a whole lot since I'm tapering for my race and since running is what usually helps with my anxiety, I've had to focus more on my mental toughness training.

Of course, there is quite a bit of mental toughness training that goes on throughout the training months but I've come to realize that in the last week, mental toughness training is of utmost importance. The primary reason being what I've already mentioned; it helps ease pre-race anxiety.

For me, mental toughness training the last week before the race started last night with my Ultra Prep Plan. I laid out my step by step plan for all 7 days leading up to the race. I will keep track of things like fitness, visualization/meditations, stretching, nutrition, hydration, sleep, supplies, etc. Just writing everything out on paper helped me sort through the mental barrage of anxiety-provoking thoughts I've been experiencing lately.

My Ultra Prep Plan & Race Day Plan

I woke up this morning with the same jitters as the previous day. Today I focused on following my plan. I had a healthy breakfast and drank plenty of water. This morning I spent 15 minutes stretching and going through a series of strengthening yoga poses. Mental training today consisted of watching ultra marathon movies. The first was Running on the Sun, a movie about the Badwater 135. Truly inspiring. Runners start in Death Valley basin and run to Mt. Whitney, a total of 135 miles. The next movie I watched was Unbreakable: Western States 100.  Again, absolutely incredible footage of 4 elite ultra runners vying to break the Western States 100 record. After watching my movies, I was ready to run. I had an easy 90 minute run scheduled for today. It's really the last "long" run before race day. I managed to get in about 7.5 miles with a combination of walking/running. For the first 2 miles or so, I simply could not shake the butterflies in my stomach! I kept thinking about race day and what it will be like, going through a mini-rehearsal of the race itself. All good mental toughness training. Now that I've completed it, my nerves are settled (for now!) and I'm ready to check the next thing off my prep plan.

From today's 7.5 mile run

Tonight I do the last little bit of shopping that I need to do to get all of my supplies for race day. For the most part, I just have to pick up my food - what I'm eating for my pre-race dinner and the morning of the race. During my race, I will be taking in mostly gels and candy and some "safe" foods offered at the aid stations. I should already have everything else I need. If not, I have another small shopping trip worked into my daily plan for Wednesday this week.

Tonight I also plan to find a guided visualization/meditation specifically for athletic performance or else create my own guided meditation to listen to the rest of this week. This is somewhat new for me. Usually I just create a written summary of the way I want the race to go and review it the night before and the morning of the race. Being that this year's race is a little more intense, I felt like visualization/meditation every day would be more helpful.

Before I get my full 8 hours of sleep tonight (hopefully this goes as planned), I will spend another 15 minutes stretching. Then tomorrow I just follow my prep plan again with all the same important elements - fitness, visualization/meditations, stretching, nutrition, hydration, sleep, supplies, etc.

This will also be my last blog post until race day. I hope to give my full race report either Saturday night or Sunday. After my race, my husband and I plan on spending a couple days in the Charlotte, NC area where my main priority is going to be eating pizza and drinking beer. Haha. So if you don't hear from me, you can always take a peek at the race results at www.tablerockultras.com. Then, it's back to the real world next Tuesday and time to think of a whole new set of goals for the rest of the year and for next!

Happy running!
Amanda

I run for...the distance.

As I started to write the title of this blog post, I couldn't help but start singing the Cake song...."He's going the distance. He's going for speed...."

Anyway, today's blog post is about distance because I've come to realize that ultra marathon training really has changed my path on this running journey. I made a list last night of all my 20+ mile runs prior to this year. I needed some inspiration going into my scheduled 26 mile run today. Here they are:

Sept 8, 2012 - 20.7 mile training run
Oct 21, 2012 - 26.2 Rock n Roll St. Louis Marathon
Nov 9, 2013 - 26.2 Rock n Roll Savannah Marathon
Sept 28, 2014 - 20 mile training run
Oct 12, 2014 - 26.2 Chicago Marathon #1
Sept 15, 2015 - 20 mile training run
Oct 11, 2015 - 26.2 Chicago Marathon #2

The first thing that stood out to me is that I never had a 20+ mile run before Savannah!! No wonder that race was so terrible for me. That was the marathon where I ended up passing out at mile 20. I was definitely under-trained. The next is that I really only had one 20+ mile run before my other 3 races and the longest distance was 20.7 miles. Most people will tell you that running longer than 20 miles before a marathon is not really necessary but wow, this was definitely eye opening for me.

Now for this year. I'm gonna talk a lot of numbers here for a minute because I can't believe how far I've come.

Total mileage - Since November 5, 2011 I have logged 2,918 miles. I fully expect to break through 3,000 miles by the end of this month. That's roughly 600-700 miles average each year. And this year's not over yet...

Mileage by month - I started training for my ultra in June. In June I logged 80 miles. In July, I logged 97. In August, I'm already at 102 and I plan on finishing around 115.

And here's a list of all the 20+ mile runs I've done this year:

July 16, 2016 - 20 mile training run
July 30, 2016 - 22 mile training run
Aug 15, 2016 - 24 mile training run
Aug 27, 2016 - 26 mile training run

Just like that, I sign up for an ultra and suddenly I'm logging more miles than I ever imagined. I've run 4 separate 20+ mile runs before race day, as compared to the 7 that I've ran in the last 4 years.

I think it's still too early to officially say where I will go from here. I'm taking this ultra running journey moment by moment and loving every bit of it. However, I highly anticipate that after race day I will have caught the ultra running "bug" and start scouting out my next 50K or possibly even my first 50 miler and 100 miles is not entirely out of the question either. Exciting stuff!

On to today's run...26 miles! It was really weird getting ready for my run last night thinking that I was basically going to be running a marathon today. The formality of my usual pre-marathon routine was dismissed by just a normal night of carb loading and watching tv with my husband. There were no pre-marathon jitters. Nothing to finalize or to schedule or to map out. I was going to get up at 4 am like normal and just go run a marathon. Ha!

Beautiful morning!

Hitting the road at 4:57am

The morning routine was pretty much the same as well. I got on the road just shy of 5am. I can definitely tell we are getting closer to FALL RUNNING!!! (Hallelujah!) I spent the first 5 miles almost completely in the dark before the sun started coming up. I was also pleasantly surprised to find out that there was an abundance of cloud cover. This made for a nice and cool morning and I didn't really start feeling the heat until around the halfway mark. At 16 miles I needed some additional water so my wonderfully supportive husband and son came to refill my water bottles. I also got a nice, cold Popsicle. Just what I needed to put a little pep in my step.

This Popsicle might be the best Popsicle I've ever had!

The rest of the miles went by without too much excitement. The heat did end up getting to me on a couple of occasions so I stopped to lay down in the shade and get my heart rate back to normal while I refueled on some Gatorade chews. I think the best part of today's run was around mile 24-25. There was a woman walking about 4 young children around the block. As I was coming up behind them, they moved out of the way and this little girl, probably not even 3 years old, had the biggest smile on her face and started waving and clapping for me. Just the motivation I needed to finish my last mile. Thanks little girl!

So this week was the peak of my training. As of tomorrow I start tapering for race day. Weekly mileage will probably still be around 20-30 miles but now I just have to trust the training. Definitely easier said than done! But in a month it will all be worth and I will be reveling in the aftermath of having run my first ultra. Can't wait!

Happy running!
Amanda

I run for...progress.

I totally flaked on writing my blog post last week like I said I would. So today...here are some thoughts from last week's long run and this week's 24 mile run.

My Running Manifesto

I've gotten into the habit of listening to podcasts on my longs runs. It makes me feel like the time goes by faster. I used to only listen to running related podcasts but I've ventured out of my comfort zone and have discovered there is a lot of great content out there. Some of my running podcast faves - Another Mother Runner, Ultrarunner Podcast.com, and Runner Academy with Matt Johnson. And my newly discovered non-running faves include Revisionist History and Happier.

So last week listening to Happier with Gretchen Rubin sparked an idea; creating a running manifesto. The benefit of having a manifesto, as Rubin said, would be to have clear and concise goals that are easy to remember. During the podcast the host, Gretchen Rubin, encouraged listeners to create their own manifesto about life, love, work, hobbies, etc. That's where I got the idea to create my running manifesto. So without further ado, here is my running manifesto.

1. Run with your heart.
2. Beware of dogs.
3. Be light on your feet.
4. Most importantly, have fun!

Short and sweet. If I were to sum up all of my running advice, it would be this. I found myself thinking of this a lot in the past week during my runs. It becomes sort of like a mantra in that way. I'm very glad that I did this and I think it will stick with me for a long time.

Ultramarathon Training Progress

So I don't think I've really shared much of my progress on my ultramarathon training since I started 10 weeks ago. There are definitely some things that have stood out as being different from the usual marathon training. The first thing is that I am running A LOT more. In the beginning looking at my training schedule, it didn't seem like all that many more miles but it is averaging between 10-15 miles a week more than marathon training. And now that my long runs are over 20 miles, it's more like 20-30 more miles a week. That's pretty significant.

When I first got started, I really thought my nutrition plan would need to change a lot to accommodate the longer miles but that really hasn't been the case. For the most part, I've stuck to my usual gels and sport beans. The only change I've made is during the last miles of my runs when I switch to candy (Starburst minis, Red Vines). The change seems to help my stomach stay full and not get all "sloshy" from too many gels.

Another change in my training has been running form. To be a more efficient runner and therefore, have more energy in the tank for the last remaining miles, I've become relatively good at gliding. At least that's what I call it. It's this process in which you're moving forward but really moving your limbs as little as possible, just letting the natural flow of forward motion move your arms and legs. I don't know if this makes sense at all but thinking about it like this while I run helps me a lot, especially in the uphills and downhills.

So here's where things get exciting...my progress. I have been training for marathons the last 4 years with the goal of really just finishing the race. I have fun at races and I take it easy and I'm not really "racing". Which is a big reason why I have yet to PR for my marathon. My first marathon is still the best at 5:46. During my ultramarathon training, I now have three 20+ mile runs under my belt: 20 miles, 22 miles, and 24 miles. 20 miles was on 7/16 and I averaged 13:50 min/mile. 22 miles was 2 weeks ago on 7/30 and it was kind of a disaster. After almost passing out from heat exhaustion, I had to take a break and go out and run the last 5 miles later. I averaged 14:36 min/mile on that run but I finished! Now today, I ran 24 miles. It was still hot and it was also rainy for the majority of it but I felt great. I averaged 12:59 min/mile. Based on that, if I were running a marathon this year, I would likely PR.  A 12:59 min/mile puts me at finishing a marathon around 5:40. Using this pace in terms of the Table Rock Ultra, it puts me at finishing around 6:43. If I plug that finishing time into race results from 2015 (2016 had to be cut short due to flooding), then I would finish in the top 20 overall and top 4 in the women's division. HOLY MOLY!

I am not so naive to think that I won't go a little slower than 12:59 min/mile on race day. Obviously it is a tough course and I've never ran it before so this will slow me down. However, to think that it's in the realm of possibility that I might get top 20 or top 10, that's super exciting and will definitely push me to go harder on race day and even actually "race" this time.

Last thought about ultramarthon training. Originally I was pretty nervous about not having any trail experience and I really wanted to go out and find some trails to get at least SOME trail experience. But it's week 10 and I have yet to run any trails. The reason for that being that my running routes are pretty awesome and very similar to trails I would imagine. I get a lot of hills on my runs and a lot of uneven terrain. In addition, I've been running hill repeats and these have been very successful in making the hills during my runs not seem so brutal.

Today's 24 mile run

Yes, today's run was a huge confidence booster after my 22 mile disaster of a run two weeks ago. Haha. I can't say that I was very confident going into it though. I went to a bachelorette party yesterday that involved a party bus and the wine trail. I still managed to be smart about my eating and drinking and I went to bed early. I just didn't know how much I would be feeling it this morning. So my alarm goes off at the usual 4am for run preparation. I was not ready at 4am. I hit the snooze and planned to wake at 5am. Well 5am rolls around and we are under a flash flood warning and it's pouring outside. Nope, not getting up at 5am either. So I just let myself sleep and got in 9 hours, waking up at 7am. Still raining outside but my hour by hour forecast tells me it will stop by 9am. I do all my run preparation and then start getting antsy. I don't want to wait until 9am. So I head out around 8am and it's still raining but I really don't care. Right off the bat I could tell it was going to be a good run. My only concern was my calves cramping up on me again like they did 2 weeks ago. Around mile 14-15 I started to get low on water and I could feel the slightest twinge of a cramp in my right calf. So I messaged my ammmmmazing husband and he brought me water to refill my two water bottles plus a Nuun tablet for replenishing my electrolytes. After that I had a surge of energy and the twinge in my right calf went away. I finished strong. In the last 4 miles I increased my pace to 12:15 min/mile. And honestly, I finished with energy still left in the tank. I think I definitely could have ran a marathon today if I tried but I'm a believer in sticking to my training to a T.


Where to go from here

So here's what the next 6 weeks look like for me. In two week's I'll do my longest run at 26 miles and then start to taper. I'm still in search of a 10 mile or 1/2 marathon race to do in week 13. It just so happens that this falls on Labor Day weekend and I've been looking but there's nothing close to where I live so far. That means I will have to simulate the race or else travel somewhere to get the race in. I'll keep ya updated!

11	Off or Easy Swim or Ride	45-60 min Easy run PLUS Core	70 min Hilly run	1:15-1:30 Easy run PLUS Core	Off or Easy Swim or Jog	16 miles	1 hour Medium Effort Run
12	Off or Easy Swim or Ride	45-60 min Easy run PLUS Core	Hill Repeats:  10 x 600m	1:15-1:30 Easy run PLUS Core	Off or Easy Swim or Jog	26 miles	1 hour Medium Effort Run
13	Off or Easy Swim or Ride	45-60 min Easy run PLUS Core	70 min Hilly run	1:15-1:30 Easy run PLUS Core	Off or Easy Swim or Jog	Race: 10 mile or ½ marathon	1 hour Medium Effort Run
14	Off or Easy Swim or Ride	45-60 min Easy run PLUS Core	Hill Repeats:  8 x 600m	1:15-1:30 Easy run PLUS Core	Off or Easy Swim or Jog	30 min Easy Run	Race: 10K
15	Off or Easy Swim or Ride	45-60 min Easy run PLUS Core	Hill Repeats:  5 x 600m	1:15-1:30 Easy run PLUS Core	Off or Easy Swim or Jog	Race: 5K	90 min Run
16	Off or Easy Swim or Ride	45-60 min Easy run	1 hour Easy run	OFF	OFF	30 min Easy Run	50K Race!

Happy running!
Amanda